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Tatyana (audio and lyrics)
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Thursday, November 17, 2011

Here's one based on a trip to Moscow and St. Petersburg.  I really did meet a Tatyana who spoke the first two lines of this song almost verbatim.  It wasn't too long after the Soviet Union's fall, and people there seemed liberated to be able to practice religion again.  One of my most vivid experiences was when I walked unsuspectingly into a Russian Orthodox ceremony in a small, candle-lit church, with just a dozen or so in attendance.  The bridge here captures some of those impressions -- the discontent of replacing one dogma with another.

In other ways this song is also one of my more literal ones, not that you'd necessarily notice!  There really was a young music teacher who seemed strangely reluctant to smile as her students sang beautifully to her balalaika accompaniment.  Sitting in that small auditorium, I saw a vase that had one extra flower, which I later found out makes a standard bouquet of 13 over there.

 


Tatyana

She said her name meant to dance
But she never had a chance
Some things never make sense
No matter how old you get

Why don’t she smile?
While she’s making you wonder
What’s underneath that mask
What she’s holding back
All you gotta do is ask
Why she don’t smile

For all the lies they told
They’ll never shrink her soul
Tonight we'll be made whole
Welcomed to the fold

BRIDGE
She tried living for the church
She tried living for the state
She’s gonna live for herself now
If it’s not too late
She thought the world
was a tree-lined street
and the strong
cared for the weak

It’s more than she can face
Like 13 flowers in a vase
So she learned to betray
No pleasure, nerves, or dismay

Why don’t she smile?
While she’s making you wonder
What’s underneath that mask
What she’s holding back
All you gotta do is ask
Why she don’t smile